“There are very few photographs of me at this time and the ones that do exist are the toughest of all to look at, only those closest to me would notice the haunted look in my eyes but to me it’s crystal clear and horrifying.”

Looking back on photos of the first few months after my son was born is hard but I am so grateful I completed Project365 for the first year of his life and captured many precious memories than escape me due to Postpartum Psychosis.

Source: Grieving The Missing Happiness | The Butterfly Mother

Via: Postpartum Progress Facebook